I am starting to believe that if a life has been transformed into a new creation, if left to enjoy the goodness of God and of His people, it would naturally tell of His goodness. Being told from very young age that if I love God I will tell of His goodness, has sent me into a life of must dos. I firmly believe that if had never been told to share, it would have happened naturally.
The spiritual warfare is thick these days, not because I believe the kingdom is advancing, but because we are being attacked for the sake of death. I know the Lord will develop fruit in my life from perseverance of ordanary life, but honestly, I don't feel life I am fighting for much these days. Most of my energy goes towards making my plans work. Trying with all my might to work hard at my job, saving money for the future, work on my relationships with my friends, forgive, be normal.
I really don't want to mess with this crap any more. I want to fight for salvation, fight for the breaking of strong holds, shine the light, know all of God's personalities, care for the less fortunate. But instead, I am fighting for my life savings. Bull Shit Bull Shit.
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