Know the heart behind the blogger.

I love reading people's blogs. I have found it to be interesting who posts and who doesn't and how often they post. Some people post every other day and are raw, open and real. While others post once in a blue moon and don't really give you much. The crazy thing about blogging is that I feel I have gotten to know people more just by reading their blog and they don't even know it.



Some times I feel obligated to tell them I have read their post just so I don't feel so intrusive.



So yesterday I really tried to live in that day. I tried my darness to not live in past memories or future hopes and fears. And the goal is to do it today again. This is very difficult so I have also tried to eat as many blue berries as I possibly could.



Blue berries are anti-oxidants and they also help clear out the brain.



On ward my friends and who knows, maybe I will see you soon.

Blanket of Security.

Every day, I look for my blanket. The blanket of security. I want to see the future and I want my emotions to smile at what it sees.

My blanket is smooth on the outside, but has holes on the inside. I think to myself "Get the blanket, run and find the blanket before you take a step."

The rivers of my heart are all over the place all day long. Some times they are smooth and other times they are a wild river.

Where is that damn blanket. Why would Jesus try and take it from me? Who does he think he is? All I feel most of the time is fear and I just want a blanket.

Kingdom Investments

The Kingdom has been on my mind lately.

I am apart of this Kingdom.

It is not something that is on its way. It is here.

O mind that you would be renewed to know Him and see His Glory.

O spirit that you might live in the freedom already bought and given to you.

O heart, that you would feel the deep rivers of passion the King has for you.

Come Holy Spirit. Come Father. Come My Jesus. Move in the hearts of your loved one. Bring the Life you promise in the land of the living. No more pain, no more waiting. Come now and come to those who doubt. Come close to the one who struggles, come close to the one you is close to death. Break through the PRIDE, Break through the Fear.

Spirit of Restoration come forth. Fruit of the Spirit Grow in dead hearts. Come Lord. Come and use all of me in the process.